incomplete we used to hold hands and i would call you baby.incomplete by ~couldkill4love
now, when you come into the store where i work you only glare at me in a way that makes me even more uncomfortable than i thought i could ever be in my dirty black apron. i just grin and wave, and try to convince myself that it doesn't matter.
but it does.
i still love you.
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it's odd counting the months that we've been apart, and you've been with him, and you've hated me.
it's odd to remember the one evening after school when i held your hand and you told me, "this feels right." but all i could think about was how wrong it was.
all i know now is that i feel like a jerk because i know
two months is a long time nowyou can put that sandwich in my hand, but you can't make me eat it.two months is a long time now by ~couldkill4love
you can drag me by the ear to our destination, but you can't make me enjoy it.
i wish everyone i hated was as ugly as you.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
not everybody you meet is ugly.
they aren't all beautiful, either.
"because this world isn't fair!"
and neither are any of the other worlds.
but i can find peace in your sunflower-eyes.
hold me back from what i want
and kick me in the ass
so that i land right before what i dont.
"this is not one of your little books where everything ends up perfect and everyone ends up happy with the bad guys put away for forever! from what
Sunflowers in the sky Contemporarily.Sunflowers in the sky by ~couldkill4love
No, it isn't a word. but to me it has meaning, like some things in life never will. also it is long, and lasts on the tip of my tongue, just like some things in my life never will.
Love was supposed to be golden and amazing and worth it. You made everything so dark brown and dreadful and empty for me. In this real life, in this real heart, i know that i will never love anyone the way that i loved you. You were so fake and undeserving, yet i can't feel anything for anyone other than you.
And here i am, using lines off my favorite songs. i never thought anything would amount to this, this feeling that maybe all hope is
losing the lostI keep forgetting everything we were about.losing the lost by ~couldkill4love
At first, it was impossible. An entire year of your life can't just be forgotten in a moment; but over time it's become easier to forget than to remember. It's been really easy to see you lately, and to smile and say something nice. I find it nice how you've stopped berating me with nasty comments and you can stand for me to exist again.
Then came along this... "tumor."
I can't bring myself to believe it. I read and reread the text in my inbox, and it just doesn't seem real. This girl was my bestfriend, and then one of the best and worst things i've ever loved. It has taken me three months to smi
I should haveI should have told you how much I love the wayI should have by ~TKARAMULLINS
your fingers glide up my hips, and my worries
are swept off and to the linoleum floor .
I should have told you how much I feel like I didn't
get the chance to kiss you enough today,
and how my bones ache when i lay on the mattress,
and the warmth usually radiating for your fingertips,
and your collar bones and your knee caps is the only
thing I can think about as I hug my thighs and shiver.
I should have told you how wonderful you are
at being a million times more wonderful than
anyone I've ever met in my entire life.
I should have told you how much my entire life is nothing
compare
Disgust 
Sta.sh
